Birthdays

Hard to believe my baby is 3 years old. I have so many emotions going through me, right now.  I don't even know where to begin.  I can't help but think of where we were last year. What we were doing. Usually, the memories are good, but last year, well, last year my husband and …

Single Mother

And so, I'm hiding in my closet, in the dark, eating gummy bears quietly, taking turns between writing this, closing my eyes, and talking to Him because today has been a challenge. Because today has been hard. Because today I need a break. I need a minute to myself. Not just bedtime, but an actual …

Home

Are you sitting down? First, can I just say that I don't even really understand what's happening. I don't. I can't. It is just so good. And so perfect. Because He is. I am about to say something that I still can't even believe I'm saying. Like seriously, there's a good chance hell may be …

Different

I don't expect people to understand. I get it. I don't even think I really understand, but this isn't me, this is Him.  It's always Him.  No, I'm not stupid or dumb or weak, although there are times when I feel those things. But those things do not define me.  He does.  As I sat …

Fix You

Oh, man. God has really been laying it all out for me since you left. Are you ready for this? I can't fix you. Actually, I can't even be the reason you get fixed. For so long I have held it all together, well I've tried anyways. I'm exhausted. I have righted your wrongs. I …