“God Hid Her”

Because I shared this blog with another friend of mine. It didn't apply to me because at the time I was convinced that I had found the man of my dreams.  He was everything that I could have ever wanted and I believed that I was finally done looking.  My kids loved him. I loved …

Critic

I'm still not entirely sure that I know what I want to say. This is one of those moments where I am truly relying on Him to give me the words. And another moment where I am trying my best not to hurt anyone.  Because you guys know my saying, "Hurting people hurt people". And …

Hosea- Week Nine

This week's reading: Hosea 8:1-14, Mark 2:15-17, 1 John 3:1 ‘In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength, but you would have none of it’” (Isaiah 30:15). It's like He knew what I needed to hear today. Like He knew what would 'click'. What I was looking for. What would help me …

Love, Mom.

Happy Birthday, sweet boy.  I can remember this day, 7 years ago, like it was yesterday. That was the day everything changed.  I remember anticipating what I thought it would be like to see you for the first time. I was completely wrong about the whole thing.  The minute, no, the second, I laid my …

Neon Sign

I don't think I've ever been this confused before. Usually when things happen I know exactly what to do. I am confident in my decisions because I know that I am doing His will.  I can't say for sure now. The truth is, it's been a few weeks since I've felt Him; since I've heard …