living each day by grace
Because it wasn't supposed to be like this. That's all I know. When people ask me what I need, I can't answer. Because I just don't know. I don't know what's going to make me feel better. I don't know what's going to stop my crying. I just don't know. And I hate it. I …
I'm sure I've written something similar before. Something along these same lines. I know, because I remember crying out to Him, asking Him "why" over and over again. I already know the answer. And I'm sort of grateful for that. Because I'm not in this place of wondering anymore. Because I know. I think back …
"With both of my pregnancies I only gained 11lbs, but my stomach was covered in stretch marks. At 8 1/2 months pregnant with Jaxsyn (my first), he dropped and my stomach never looked the same. My stretch marks were dark, and very deep into the skin. While I was proud of how I earned them, …
We all know that things change. People change. It's to be expected. And it's a good thing. Could you imagine life if no one changed? No thanks, but I can't help but chuckle when I look back on the person I was and the person I am today. I never really wanted kids. Nope. No …
