Knowing

Because it wasn't supposed to be like this. That's all I know. When people ask me what I need, I can't answer. Because I just don't know. I don't know what's going to make me feel better. I don't know what's going to stop my crying. I just don't know. And I hate it. I …

Just Look

I'm sure I've written something similar before. Something along these same lines. I know, because I remember crying out to Him, asking Him "why" over and over again. I already know the answer. And I'm sort of grateful for that. Because I'm not in this place of wondering anymore. Because I know. I think back …

Stretch Marks

"With both of my pregnancies I only gained 11lbs, but my stomach was covered in stretch marks. At 8 1/2 months pregnant with Jaxsyn (my first), he dropped and my stomach never looked the same. My stretch marks were dark, and very deep into the skin. While I was proud of how I earned them, …