Here I Am

Because I can still remember all the prayers I thought you forgot. The nights I spent crying. Asking you what I did to deserve any of this. Because I was miserable. I was lonely. And because I felt forgotten. But then here I am. And I am only here because of You. Because you pursued …

Amen

Lord, thank you.  Thank you for this man. This amazing and perfect man. This man I never realized existed.  This man who changed everything.  Lord, thank you.  Thank you for sending me a man who loves You more than he loves himself. A man who knows You. A man who fears You. A man who …

All Wrong

Y'all, I think I've been doing it all wrong.  Let me start off by asking you the same question someone asked me.  "Why do you go to church on Sunday morning?"  I didn't even have to think about the answer.  I go because it's what I do. I go because of how I feel when …

Caught

My sin finally caught up with me. I'm not sure how long I thought I could outrun it. Out smart it. And, well, just ignore it. But I tried. I tried really hard.But it finally caught up with me. I expected an outrage. Punishment. I expected to be shamed. Hated. And so I hid. I hid for a long time. I hid behind …

Lost

Since when did it become so hard to pray?  I am lost, y'all. Completely lost.  So without getting into a lot of detail I will tell you that something happened. I did something and it changed everything.  I am being hard on myself. Too hard according to some. And not hard enough according to others.  …

Neon Sign

I don't think I've ever been this confused before. Usually when things happen I know exactly what to do. I am confident in my decisions because I know that I am doing His will.  I can't say for sure now. The truth is, it's been a few weeks since I've felt Him; since I've heard …

Invisible

I believe most people would rather classify these  kinds of things as 'coincidences'. They always do, but I don't believe in coincidences. I believe in Him. A few months ago I entered into a contest hosted by Proverbs 31 Ministries. I never win anything, but it was almost like I was testing God. To enter …