He Chose Me. 

He chose me.  Think about that for a minute. Let it really sink in. I've been wrestling with this fact all weekend long.  He chose me.  Why?! Why would He do that?  Even on the days when I'm really good, I still don't deserve Him. I don't deserve the kind of love and grace and …

Desperate

What I have learned over the last, well to be fair I'll give myself a few years, but what I have learned over the last 20 some years is that when you face something awful and terrible you have two choices: take care of it yourself or let Him take care of you. For most …

Conversations

I'm having coffee at our dining room table this morning. I've spent the morning catching up on emails and phone calls. I'm still in my pajamas. Adelaide is watching some cartoons whIle her brother still sleeps. I am so grateful for this life. As I sit back and I look, really look, at what my …

Exposed.

The funny thing about my husband is that when he goes to church with us, when we are able to go as a family, he always has us sitting up close, right smack dab up front, well, technically third row back, but for the girl who has set in the same area since she started …

To Justin

If I haven't already said it enough, thank you for yesterday. Thank you so much. I haven't laughed like that in years. For a night I forgot that I was here. Everything was so perfect. It was everything that I could have wanted, but forgot that I could have. It took me a long time …