Knowing

Because it wasn't supposed to be like this. That's all I know. When people ask me what I need, I can't answer. Because I just don't know. I don't know what's going to make me feel better. I don't know what's going to stop my crying. I just don't know. And I hate it. I …

Just Look

I'm sure I've written something similar before. Something along these same lines. I know, because I remember crying out to Him, asking Him "why" over and over again. I already know the answer. And I'm sort of grateful for that. Because I'm not in this place of wondering anymore. Because I know. I think back …

Impossible

Because this morning I woke up with a thousand things on my mind. He wasn't one of them. Completely stressed out. Full of worry. With a to-do list a mile long. And yet, He insisted I come spend some time with Him. ‘The rest of the world can wait,’ He said. I fought His calling …

Here I Am

Because I can still remember all the prayers I thought you forgot. The nights I spent crying. Asking you what I did to deserve any of this. Because I was miserable. I was lonely. And because I felt forgotten. But then here I am. And I am only here because of You. Because you pursued …

Come Holy Spirit, come. Change my heart. Give me a heart that desires the things you do. That loves without borders. Align my heart to yours. Change me into the woman you desire me to be. Lord, help me to seek your will above my own. And cleanse me of anything that breaks your heart. …

Amen

Lord, thank you.  Thank you for this man. This amazing and perfect man. This man I never realized existed.  This man who changed everything.  Lord, thank you.  Thank you for sending me a man who loves You more than he loves himself. A man who knows You. A man who fears You. A man who …

Prayer Request

Because I would love to know how I can pray for you today. Comment below or email me at lauren@laurenfalber.com 

Day Ten

Psalm 139:1-24 1 O Lord, you have searched me and known me!  2 You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar.  3 You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways.  4 Even before a word is on my …

Day Nine

Psalm 136:1-26 1 Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good, for his steadfast love endures forever.  2 Give thanks to the God of gods, for his steadfast love endures forever.  3 Give thanks to the Lord of lords, for his steadfast love endures forever;  4 to him who alone does great wonders, for …

Day Eight

Psalm 118:1-29 1 Oh give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; for his steadfast love endures forever!  2 Let Israel say, “His steadfast love endures forever.”  3 Let the house of Aaron say, “His steadfast love endures forever.”  4 Let those who fear the Lord say, “His steadfast love endures forever.”  5 Out …