Knowing

Because it wasn't supposed to be like this. That's all I know. When people ask me what I need, I can't answer. Because I just don't know. I don't know what's going to make me feel better. I don't know what's going to stop my crying. I just don't know. And I hate it. I …

It Had to End

Earlier this week, when I found myself on the phone talking to my ex there was something different about him. It wasn't that we were getting along. It wasn't that he was finally saying all the things I had wished he had been saying. But it was that he was happy. He was actually happy. …

Round Two

I have spent most of the day yelling.  My kids are in that stage where all they do is tell on each other and fight. Maybe that's a bit of an exaggeration, but a vast majority of our day is just that. I try to be that calm mother. The one who doesn't raise her …

Single Mother

And so, I'm hiding in my closet, in the dark, eating gummy bears quietly, taking turns between writing this, closing my eyes, and talking to Him because today has been a challenge. Because today has been hard. Because today I need a break. I need a minute to myself. Not just bedtime, but an actual …

Back in Stock! 

     I cannot tell you how awesome this stuff is. If you have kids you absolutely need this.  Shop here. Chances are this will sell out again. First time it was just 2 days, last time it sold out in hours. So don't say I didn't warn you!  XXOO!

Buy One, Give One

So I've been sitting here thinking for days, 'what can I do to help others?' I've been talking about partnering with some nonprofits or charities. Ive been thinking about volunteering. And then last night, I had an incredible idea! I joined Beautycounter because I believed people deserved better. I knew I had to get the …

We Deserve Better.

If you have been curious about the income opportunity with Beautycounter and how it's possible that women (and men!) just like you are earning $500, $5000 and $50,000+ a month by sharing our mission, join me tonight at 6 pm CST-- Email me for the dial in info! (Lefalber@gmail.com) What do you have to lose …