Somewhere Else

You should have been here.  Who knew divorce could be so emotional? Between us, I'm tired. I'm so tired of feeling things because of you.  And I'm tired of having no one to talk to about it. Because that was you. You were my person. You were the one I could talk to, even if …

Birthdays

Hard to believe my baby is 3 years old. I have so many emotions going through me, right now.  I don't even know where to begin.  I can't help but think of where we were last year. What we were doing. Usually, the memories are good, but last year, well, last year my husband and …

No Apologies

The thing is, I don't even have it in me to apologize anymore. Not for this. Not for what I've become. The old me? The old me apologized all of the time. I apologized for everything. I apologized for who I was. Not anymore. The truth is, this is probably my most selfish season of …

Alarm Clock

You know, I'm starting to feel like I have this whole 'single' thing down. There are times when I actually really enjoy being single. And then there are times when I don't. Don't get me wrong, I do like living alone. A lot. I like cleaning the house when I want. Making dinner when I …

Breathe

I guess I should say it again. The calls, the messages, even the emails. I know you guys are worried. I get it, but really. I'm okay. Y'all, I am fine. Actually, that's a lie. I'm better than 'fine' and 'okay'. I am not sad. I am not angry. I am probably the happiest I …