I am truly overwhelmed by the outpouring of love I have received over these last few days. It’s still hard for me to accept that this is what is happening, but as each minute passes I’m becoming more and more okay with everything.
But I’m still scared. And I know that’s the enemy trying to trick me. Because I know that God has already got it all figured out. As a kind friend reminded me, He is never surprised.
I have never been one to ask for help. I have struggled with looking weak my whole life. I have been working on that through healing prayer sessions, but I’m still a work in progress.
With that said, I am reaching out and asking for help. Please continue to pray for me and my family. (Yes, that includes my husband.)
Supporting myself and my two kids is daunting. And I’m doing my best not to completely change our lives for my children’s sake. I am trying to keep things as normal as possible for them. I have a lot of emotions when it comes to this area and this is probably the part I struggle with the most. So if you hear of any web designing gigs or if you’re a small business looking to makeover your current site, please let me know.
And of course, if you are looking for a line of great skincare and cosmetics, we should talk. Don’t forget, I can also help you with your Christmas shopping.
And finally, locals, I need friends. I need girls’ nights and play dates. I do not want to get comfortable sitting in my home, alone. I have already done that for years.
It’s time to do me for awhile. But I can’t do it without you.