And It Was Glorious

Today, I went to the pool.

I haven’t been to the pool since I found out. I hid in my room. In my bed. I was too afraid to walk outside.

Afraid that people could tell that I wasn’t good enough. Afraid they knew that something was wrong me.

I was the woman who couldn’t keep her husband happy. I was the woman who failed at her marriage. I was the woman who had been defeated.

But today, in a moment, everything changed.

He reminded me that I was not those things. I was never those things. I would never be those things.

In a moment He reminded me that I was strong. I was beautiful. I had been enough.

Most of all He reminded me that I was never defeated.

My marriage isn’t a failure. And it wasn’t my fault that my husband wasn’t happy.

Does it still hurt? Of course. Am I over it? Absolutely not. But today, in this moment I know that I’m gonna be just fine.

Today, I went to the pool and it was glorious.
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